The Awakening

Most of us of us believe that our mind is the only source that shapes the reality that we live. We believe, and without question, that we are our name, our accomplishments, our family history, our education, our intelligence, our religion, and our occupation. Well! We are far more than those things! We have forgotten over many generations that we have handed over our sovereignty as a free agent of our spirit. We have handed over our free will and our choices to those that love directing us as if we are slaves to them. And, without realizing it, just about every choice we make in life is controlled by our governments, religion and their leaders and followers, including our free will to choose. And I am speaking of choices that guarantee them that no matter what we decide, ninety-seven percent of the time, we will end up choosing precisely what they want us to choose, even right down to what we eat, what we buy, how we are educated, who to vote for, and what we believe about Jesus, God, and the Devil.

If most of you believe in God, Jesus, and the Christ, then let it be known that we have not been following Christ or the words of Jesus since he left earth because we have been too busy worshipping the man and his demise on the cross instead of his message about Christ. Doesn’t it seem odd to you that most of us on earth have been worshipping the messenger instead of his message? Do you really believe that Jesus wants your worship? No! Jesus wants you to study, learn, and awaken to the Christ within yourself as he did. We all have been following the words of the Anti-Christ and how it has steered our consciousness on worshipping Jesus, the man, instead of the Christ ideal. Of course, let us hope that this blog will help awaken you and those that are ready and willing to do some self-study in what Jesus tried to reveal to us over two thousand years ago. And that is, you are a Christ also!

I know many of you may be thinking, what the hell is he talking about? In fact, you may even be saying to yourself that there is no way anyone can make me follow the Anti-Christ, or for that matter, who to vote for without me knowing it? Well, allow me to ask you a few questions. Are you wearing a mask, or did you wear a mask during the COVID 19 era? How about the experimental vaccine? Because if you have gotten the shot without doing any research behind what’s in it, then you have been following the Anti-Christ for a very long time. What’s been hidden from us is that we, the people of this earth, have been locked into a programmed consciousness where these dark-minded individuals, called our politicians and church leaders, have been controlling every aspect of our lives for centuries, even how we accepted and chose to believe in a God of death and destruction instead of a God of life, sovereignty, and freedom.

The perfect example of this is Jesus on the cross, as we still today worship this image of a man on a cross instead of revering and idolizing his message. It is okay to honor the man, but not to idolize him as a God over us. The God and the message of Jesus that we worship today has been taken over and has been controlled by those in power since God’s inception, as we are very much asleep idolizing a false God that is solely based on duality, good and bad, lies, power, manipulation, right, wrong, judgment, hate, envy, destruction, and greed. Because of being brainwashed and programmed, we have actually forgotten that there is no soul involvement with our free will to choose our actions other than to follow those that programmed us many lifetimes ago. And it still continues today!

Why is this? Because everything we think and act on is mental and emotional, which is why we are conditioned and programmed to follow those who teach and believe Christ and God belong to only one man. If we continue to give up our free will and have no choice because of following others’ ideas of Jesus, God, and if not God, then others’ mental perceptions of what life and God should be in their eyes, then our programming will continue. Thus, our suffering becomes a big lie. And the best way to get out of that lie is to invite in our Oversoul (Christ) back into our life. We have forgotten that our “I AM’s” Christ consciousness is our “Oversoul” that brings in all the wisdom of our experiences, from our past lifetimes right on up to our present lifetime.

Because of being brainwashed and programmed, we have actually forgotten that there is no soul involvement with our free will to choose our actions other than to follow those that programmed us many lifetimes ago. And it still continues today! Why is this? Because everything we think and act on is mental and emotional, which is why we are conditioned and programmed to follow those who teach and believe Christ and God belong to only one man. Since our life has been set up by external events that have nothing to do with “who God, Jesus, and who we are,” then we have forgotten that we are connected to our human name and our parent’s name, our grandparent’s traditions, our education, our vocation, our place in society, and most of all, how we are programmed into interpreting our good and bad stories and experiences in life as good and evil, truth and lies.

However, let it be known that we all have been inadvertently programmed by the system without us realizing it. Thus, all choices come from our own beliefs and what the system has designed for us to believe and experience. Some call it the matrix, and some call it socialism, collectivism, and even communism! And if we would feel into our thoughts and beliefs about Christ, our political viewpoints, and to whom we believe and trust without having to explain away our behavior patterns, we would see that these behavior patterns are what defines us as to “who we believe we are today.” If we continue to buy into the definitions of our behavior patterns, then we can excuse almost any action we take, good or bad, by saying, “that is just the way I am,” which we are not.

Because of dual-energy beliefs, we become baffled about “why are we the way we are” compared to being the creator of “all that we are.” It has come down to the living and the dead, interpreted as to those awakened and to those who are asleep! For example: We assume that our beginning of life was when we were born on earth and that our biological parents are the ones that made it happen. For most, like me, I had this belief growing up that I never existed before I was born. However, after reaching the age of curiosity, I began to research the subject, and I uncovered something about myself that most would never consider. I found that my birth here on earth was not the first time living here on earth. Why do I say this? To my surprise, what I learned is that I overlooked the importance of my consciousness, my memories of dimensional proportion, and how my reality and experiences had come from them. I know that this may sound weird, but I did learn that it takes an absolute “act in consciousness” before energy is stimulated enough to bring about any idea or materialism or life before it can be played out here on earth.

However, before my awakening to this fact, I first had to be born on earth with a name given to me by my parents to identify me as someone part of the human race. It was also a time in my infant life, where I had no clue that I was even conscious of my existence, let alone being God’s creation. However, after six months to a year living on earth, I learned to recognize my human name as the name I answered to in this lifetime. Thus, it did not take long before I understood and judged my human name as to “all that I was” and that I never existed before my birth on earth. Also, along with that belief, I was taught that good is God’s way and evil is the Devil’s way, with having no middle ground for misunderstanding or interpretation. As I entered into the first five grades of public school, I began to develop a certain type of belief that kind of fortified that my given name was indeed who I was as an individual.

For example, the first few school grades taught me that certain letters of the alphabet, when put together, formed words; and then those words were shaped into sentences that evolved into paragraphs, pages, and books. As with words, sentences, paragraphs, pages, and books, public schools taught me how to use numbers. And, if applied correctly, I could become a successful person in life. Without realizing it, we have become so occupied with our beliefs regarding these things on all levels. What is believed to be the truth about Jesus and God, according to our religions, and what seems real is what keeps us trapped in a world of deception, trickery, and delusions that we take as our truths without even questioning any of them as genuine.

Because of our physical body density, we only see what the brain understands as something that appears solid, and therefore it must be real and genuine. Therefore, if the brain only understands things as solid and true, then the eyes have no choice to see what is understood by the brain as solid and true, even though sience will tell you nothing is solid or true. If the brain is filled with hardwired beliefs with what we perceive as truth and nothing but the truth, since birth, then how can we see beyond what we believe is real?

We all have been taught for centuries that we must have a purpose in life. Even the human mind has been conditioned to believe that it has to have a purpose; otherwise, nothing is real. It is not about intelligence or your ability to be smarter and more powerful than someone else. Or if religion, government, schools, and others know more than you. It is not even how much money you make or how much you know about Jesus, God, or how much you go to Church. It is about knowing and being aware of your Christ consciousness, who you are following, and how the body and mind relate to your Oversoul’s wisdom.

Maybe you can now understand why the Bible states that the “serpent” in the Garden was the most cunning of all (Genesis 3:1), as this serpent represents our deceiving Cain consciousness working against our Abel consciousness of being aware that we are a Christ also. Thus, we moved from a higher state of consciousness eons ago to a three-dimensional consciousness where we, through time and space, incarnation after incarnation, created many ego type Cain-personality aspects of ourselves that worked in an opposing way where we ended up becoming a multi-dimensional being, having multiple opposing beliefs and lifetimes. And it was all due to this layering of our consciousness and the ego’s cunningness of having a Cain type of personality where we ended up becoming the “beast” mentioned in the Book of Revelation.

As most religions have been waiting for the Anti-Christ to appear, let it be known that the Anti-Christ is not just with one person. It is about our minds perception and our ego taken up as our Cain consciousness, a consciousness that is willing to play with the dark and light to learn the wisdom behind our choices and that of dual opposing energy (good and evil). Where else could our Christ consciousness hide the wisdom of the beast and the Anti-Christ but within our own mental and ego consciousness? Therefore, the real story behind the “fall in consciousness” was “choice” and not “sin.” It was placed before us to remain with the “whole of what is our Christ consciousness” or move into the unknown principles of a “three-dimensional consciousness” that took on the belief in power and a God that is outside of us. And, as depicted in the story of creation, most of us chose the “tree of knowledge of good and evil.” However, please understand, it does not mean that we have sinned or did something wrong or evil. It is that we all made a “choice to experience the opposite to what we truly are at our very core.”

When we began our journey as an extension of the Spirit of One eons ago, her omnipresent universal consciousness (present everywhere at once) became our consciousness, thus bequeathing us souls as the Mother-Goddess, the Christ, and the creator of “all that is today,” including what is known as a “universal omnipresent mind field of pure neutralized unbiased energy of light,” that Jesus called Father, and we humans call God. Henceforth, each one of us owns their “God Energy of Light.” In other words, no one owns your share of this “God Energy of Light” but you. However, one can steal our God’s energy by having us believe that some God above and outside of us created us, and that good and evil are real, and therefore we need saving and protection.

Due to the strong belief in sin, our male side of the mind (the Anti-Christ) continues to dump all of our light and dark creations into the female side of our mind (our soul) without taking full responsibility for it. And to make matters worse, our Cain ego-personalities of many lifetimes continue to deceive our male side of the mind into believing that God, power, and the devil are separate from us. Therefore, we need to be saved by someone outside of ourselves. In effect, the idea of us souls getting kicked out of the Garden for disobeying God is just symbolic of us creating billions and billions of positive (good) and negative (bad) potentials and beliefs for us to experience in the flesh to answer the question, “Who am I?” We souled beings, the Christ that we are, chose to take a big bite into this cloning of our consciousness, and with using dual opposing energy to create for ourselves, as many potentials and belief patterns filled with opposing ideas and potentials to experience. This creation allowed us to experience the dark and the light because, in the end, it would deliver to our Christ consciousness (real self) the wisdom behind all those experiences.

When we learn to commit to seeing both sides of the coin, that is when we allow ourselves to move forward in consciousness to where we begin to see that over two thousand years ago, the coming of Yeshua Ben Joseph (Jesus) on earth began the New Age movement, as the Christ seed consciousness was planted upon the earth, waiting for its germinating to grab hold now in this lifetime for many. And today, the new age movement has evolved to “New Energy Consciousness,” where one has the opportunity to move into the fifth dimension and higher. However, only a few will accept! Why is that? It is all based on “common sense and research.” We fail to study what is being presented as truth from a more intuitive and spiritual way to learn the wisdom behind what we are experiencing today. But instead, we work with our minds and our emotions in judging one’s perception of facts according to one’s training.

Terry L. Newbegin


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