All of us have been taught for centuries to put others first and at a great cost. We all have fallen into this type of teaching trap because of our emotional ties to a God and a church that only values serving themselves, all because of power and control. This is just one of the biggest lies of the Church. The real truth is that when we learn to love and serve self first, then that is when we can do more for others than just pray for them or give them money and things.

When Jesus walked the Earth, he became the standard about serving himself first, which helped him serve others on a much larger scale than just creating miracles. It seems as if we are running around acting like we are a seeker of light when, in fact, we are not even close to understanding the light and how it can serve us. All that is happening is that we fall into the trap of becoming righteous with our talk about serving others first in order to be recognized as someone of holy status. We do it by way of our words of sin, judgment, that God is angry at us, and that we talk about death from the standpoint of eternal hell or some majestic heaven. All of this comes from not understanding the light and how it can serve us on a much larger scale than you believe. We have forgotten that “light” is just another name for “Crystalline Energy,” which is why most of us are out of balance and need some type of healing.

By serving those that are ill or in need of help, it is better to learn and study who they are first. This is what is meant by serving self first. It comes down to loving everyone with having nothing but unconditional love and forgiveness for oneself and all those that have trespassed against you without thinking twice about it. That is true, giving and serving others and not giving them money and love that comes with conditions. Knowing God is more than just supplying prayer and self-sacrifice. It comes from understanding consciousness, how energy works, and knowing who you are first. If you do not know who you are, how do you expect to help others learn about who they are? If you act like you need to sacrifice yourself for others, then be assured your experiences in life will be filled with victim energy and what comes with it.

If you, or the one you are praying for, are suffering from a disease, a financial problem, job problem, relationships, or whatever it is, all of it was put there by you, or the one you are praying for, way before you or those others were even born on Earth. This is why some prayers go unanswered, and some answered, as well as miracles for some and none for others. Many of us suffer difficult situations in life because we believe that God, the Church, or someone, like family, will help us heal those situations, either by prayer, medicine, or a miracle to free us from our suffering. My friends, our suffering mostly comes from our past lifetimes and what they carried for belief systems. And, the only way we can elevate that suffering today is to learn “who we truly are at our core and what aspects (lifetime(s)) of us are carrying out this suffering.” And, the only way we can come into a knowing about who we truly are is to learn who we are not. What is forgotten is that these personality aspects (lifetimes) of our past are always around us, asking us to forgive them. But we ignore them by saying, “there is no such thing as past lifetimes.” Thus, the question remains, how do we heal our situation if we always put the blame onto others because of our own weaknesses and failures in life? 

Those personality aspects of our past lifetimes tend to be the first to come to our attention when we are here on Earth in the flesh because most of them are very close to us in these near-earth realms. And, what they want is forgiveness, love, and integration, followed by balancing (healing). When we speak of the “full expression of God, who He is, who He is not, and who we are as a souled being,” we are speaking of the real God and the real Christ deep within as being self, along with every souled being, including every human on Earth, even the worst of the worst of us. The Church for centuries has taught us that we are sinners, that we are our names, personalities, occupations, and that some God above us, and outside of us, created us to be sheep. And, with that type of teaching, we all came to a belief that it is all real and true, even the part that we are sinners. Because of ignorance, fear, and mind control, we all became stuck in a network of copied beliefs a long time ago, and we ended up separating ourselves from receiving real healing. From our belief in sin to our belief in right and wrong, we have created a perfect set-up where healing seems to just hope instead of a result. This is why we feel powerless when it comes to healing.

What is misunderstood by many healers is that the energy coming into them varies in vibrational frequencies because everyone carries their own vibrational signature (DNA). And, if the recipient’s energy signature does not match up to the person doing the healing, or vice versa, then all will remain as before. This includes all relationships, lack in abundance, and feeling powerless. However, if one can understand their belief in sin and that right and wrong is just an illusion, not real, then the energy coming into the healer and out to the recipient changes. My friends, The Greatest Achievement made by the Church since it began thousands of years ago was getting us to believe that their God is real, that the devil is real, that sin is real, that good and evil are real, that right and wrong are real, that darkness and light are real, that judgment is called for by God, that punishment/karma is real, that power is real, that death is real, that we are only human, and that Jesus is the only Christ. We have forgotten that when we focus on a passion, a belief, or desire, we then express it to our “I AM” spirit for manifestation, and that is when we call in the energy (light) to bring it into reality. When the energy (light) comes in, via our mind, it comes in as raw/neutral, and then it is passed down to the many ego levels of our consciousness (lifetimes). That is when energy mimics or mirrors our beliefs, thoughts, our many levels of consciousnesses (lifetimes), and our environment, including our ancestral beliefs. Thus, we suffer!

In other words, energy (light) will always communicate with all other energy (light) on a subatomic level through the cells of our body. And, when looking at each cell in our body, they talk to each other. There are billions of communications taking place every moment. Then it moves to many other levels of our consciousness, as we are inner linked to every part of our beingness. And, if our beliefs differ at each level, then the raw/pure energy (light) we call in for expression will then mimic or mirror those beliefs; thus, everything remains the same. And, this is why we are sick. The energy called in becomes stuck; therefore, it seeks out to understand why it is stuck. Remember, energy is supposed to move freely, for we are not an energy being, and we are a consciousness being that uses energy (light) to serve us. The point to remember about rebalancing our energy! We are the Creator, the God, the Devil, and the Christ all at the same time! However, we do not believe it. Therefore, energy mimics what we believe, then reproduces, expands it, and then creates our reality and environment as we understand it. Thus, our problems remain!

If our body is in disease and we have tried everything in our power to correct it, like going to doctors, taking our medications, going to Church, praying to God, and the outcome still seems difficult, then know that we are the one that placed the challenge there in order to help us release the old understanding of a God that practices good and evil as something real. As we sit in quiet, know that we are the ones that can change things in our life, and at the same time, change the world. As simple as it seems, it will be somewhat challenging to accept self as a God, Goddess, the Devil, and a Christ also in implementing our healing, all because of the emotional tie to what the Church has taught us for centuries.

However, do not let it get you down! Learn to take deep breaths and then choose to bring forth your own divinity. When your body aches, breath in health, when you lack money to pay bills, breath in abundance when you hurt in the heart because of a relationship, breath in balance, and when you seek a miracle, breath in your “I AM Christ Consciousness.” You are a spiritual being who is part of a very advanced higher divine you, and the more you understand and accept this, the more you become connected to it. This is when true healing occurs!

Terry L. Newbegin


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